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So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

- The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Yeah this is my life and I can say that this day I can still be thankful for what has happened. I might be ranting about how f**k life might be at work but at the end of the day I can say that I am still thankful because I realized that there were people around me who were there to support me and believe in me no matter what.

Just now I was thinking of what should I do. I'm still lost in space. I'm lost for ideas thinking about the debate that I will be joining in. My mind is s blank as f**k and I don\t even know how I could get the ideas work in my mind. Anyway, I am still hoping that things would turn to out good for me before the year ends. I wanted to end my year with no worries and no regrets.

Now as I think of what to write here I just asked myself this: What could really make me happy? Well, hmmm, there's a lot that I wanna do that could make me HAPPY. Let me think, well, let's make a list then.

1. Color my hair red.